Book Review – ‘Darkened Light’ by Sarina Langer ⭐⭐⭐.5


Thank you to Sarina Langer for my copy of this novel.

The death goddess Ithrean has lead the dead to their rest and watched over them in Dunhă for centuries, but they are no longer at peace.  Their souls turn the red grass black, and their corruption seeps into the world of the living.

Naavah Ora is an elven mage who can enter Dunhă at will, and study it’s corruption like no one else can.

Doran is a runaway who cares about nothing more as much as the next treasure, even if it puts his own life in danger.

840 is the only male sacrifice in his village, longing for a chance to live.

Ash is a troublemaker who is learning that he can’t bun his way through every obstacle.

To halt the coming darkness, they need to work together.  

It’s too bad they are too different to get along.

‘Darkened Light’ is not the kind of book I usually read but I was contacted by the author and asked if I would read and review her novel. After reading the synopsis found myself intrigued and eager to dive into something different and a genre I rarely even consider picking up.

With Fantasy books if the world your characters inhabit isn’t believable, then the whole story will fail regardless of the quality of the writing or great characters. The spirit world of Dunhă and the villages and forests that the characters live and journey through, were vividly brought to life from the outset. It was like I could see the movie of the story in my mind and I accepted this band of misfits travelling together without question.

The book started out strongly with the description of a nightmare that Naavah Ora had where the world is dying.  It sets an ominous tone and is something Naavah Ora herself refers back to many times in the story as it begins to appear that it wasn’t a simple nightmare but actually a warning/premonition of what is to come.  

Each chapter of the book is narrated by one of the four main characters and has a few lines before it that are all by the same, mysterious narrator.  I had the sense of it being someone we’d maybe heard of but not been introduced to and until it was made obvious to the reader, I had only one contended for who that might be.  I won’t say who that was or if it was correct, but I did like the cryptic and illusive aspect this added and the possible clues as to what was to come in the story that were included.

As the synopsis tells you, our main characters aren’t instant friends, Naavah Ora is probably the most reluctant to travel with the others initially and resists and niceties the longest.  She is also the one who knows the most about what the ritual 840 was rescued from was for and what the things she sees both in Dunhă and in their world actually means. As a mage she is also the one most equipped to stop it, but she needs to realise she can’t do this alone and her Grandmother had her reasons for sending her out into the world with these strangers.

I liked the four main characters, especially Naavah Ora. I liked her strength, determination, sense of duty but also her faults and that she had moments of weakness despite all her powers.  Doran and 840 had great character arcs and development through the novel and I enjoyed how they grew as they shared their secrets and learned more about their past with each others encouragement and support.  Ash is an impulsive character who brought extra danger and suspense into the story. All the characters are on a journey of self discovery while also having to learn how to get along and work together to save their world from the corruption of dark spirits.

I thought that the story was fun kept me wanting to know what would happen next. It wasn’t so gripping that I couldn’t put it down, but it held my interest until the end.  I know this is the first in a trilogy of books and I will definitely be reading the others as this one ended on a cliffhanger that makes me want to find out what happens next to our motley crew and if they succeed in saving their world.



Book Review – ‘Last Lullaby (Detective Natalie Ward Book 2)’ by Carol Wyer ⭐⭐⭐⭐


Thank you to NetGalley, Bookoture and Carol Wyer for the chance to read and review this book.

Charlotte’s baby is safe. But is she?

When the body of Charlotte Brannon is discovered by her husband Adam, in their bedroom, Detective Natalie Ward is first on the scene.  The killer has left a chilling calling card: The word ‘Why’ written in blood on the wall.

As Natalie begins to delve deeper into the couple’s lives, she discovers that Adam has a dark past he’s been hiding and she’s sure that the Brannon’s teenage babysitter Inge has secrets of her own.

Then another mother is murdered on her doorstep in front of her young son, the word ‘Why’ scrawled on the wall next to her.

All the key suspects have alibis and with her own marriage hanging by a thread, Natalie is struggling to stay focused on cracking her toughest case yet.

When a young woman and her baby disappear, a member of Natalie’s own team is  put in terrible danger. Can Natalie stop this twisted serial killer and save one of her own before more families are torn apart forever?

Gripping, fast-paced and nail-bitingly tense, this book will send shivers down your spine.  Perfect for fans of Angela Marsons, Rachel Abbott and Karin Slaughter.

I was so excited to be approved for an ARC of this book having loved ‘The Birthday’, which is the first book in the Detective Natalie Ward series, when I read it just a few months ago.  I’d been looking forward to the follow up and was thrilled I didn’t have long to wait.

The book starts with events leading up to the brutal murder of young mum Charlotte Brannon and the discovery of her body by her husband Adam.  There are few clues and Adam’s strange behaviour immediately makes him a likely suspect. I found him a perplexing and unlikeable character and think this was what the author intended: we are supposed to not like him and be suspicious of him.  He protests his innocence in Charlotte’s death immediately but doesn’t help himself at all with his lies and weird behaviour. Out of the other suspects I thought Lee was ambiguous in a deliberate way too and liked that the author had written characters that were seeming to have nothing to do with the crime yet you had this feeling, this unease about them just like the police did.  But also like the police you couldn’t decide if that is because they killed Charlotte or for another reason altogether?

This book differed from ‘The Birthday’ in that over half the book concentrated on the first crime before another one was committed, instead of two occurring quickly. This meant that there was a bit of a lull in the story to some degree, although the author kept you interested by building tension into chasing down the suspects and the information they found out while checking alibis. It kept you gripped and had your mind whirring as you tried to figure out who the culprit was.  When the second murder was committed you felt the anger along with Natalie and her team and their desperation to solve these crimes before anyone else was hurt. As with the previous book I found it hard to pin down a suspect as it is so well written you don’t quite know who’s telling the truth and who people really are, making that big reveal all the more satisfying when it happens.

I loved the sudden introduction quite a way into the book of the conversations between the mysterious Patient X and their Doctor.  Patient X is obviously the killer but we have no idea of their actual identity. We learn more about them as the book goes on and I found those short, sporadic chapters intriguing and an exciting edition to the story that built up the tension and mystery and showed us a glimpse into the sickening psyche of the murderer.

Last Lullaby also concentrated more on the homelives of Natalie and some of her team which I think helps builds up our relationship with them and makes us feel like we’re reading about people we know when we, and they, return for each book in the series. Even so you could still read and enjoy this book as a standalone without any confusion.

Carol Wyer is now one of those authors whose latest releases are a must-read for me.  Her simple but engrossing writing, fantastic characters, vivid crime scenes, and dramatic storylines, make this a crime series you shouldn’t miss. Now I just have to wait for book three….

Out December 7th


Book Review – ‘Before Her Eyes’ by Jack Jordan ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐


First of all I’d like to thank Jack Jordan for my copy of this novel.

She can’t see the killer.  But the killer can see her….

Naomi Hannah has been blind since birth.  Struggling with living in a small, claustrophobic town, Naomi contemplates ending her life.  But then she stumbles across the body of a young woman who has been brutally murdered. She senses someone else there at the scene – watching her.  Naomi may not be able to see the killer’s face, but she is the only person who can identify him.

As the police begin hunting the person responsible and more victims are discovered, Naomi is forced to answer the question on which her fate hangs: why did the killer let her live?

In a town this small, the murderer must be close, perhaps even before her eyes….

This superb book had me hooked from the first pages and didn’t let me go until the final sentence.  I loved the decision to make the main character blind. I feel it was an inspired choice but also one that no doubt presented more challenges for the author as it meant that the he had to think and write in an even more descriptive and totally different way. I found these elements, along with how we get to experience the world in a way that most of us will never know first hand, and the opportunity to gain more understanding of the trials of life without vision, really interesting.  The sense of fear in the story was also highlighted by Naomi’s blindness as the perpetual darkness she lives in added terror and anxiety that would have otherwise been missing in situations that wouldn’t have had those aspects or mystery if she’d been able to see. The author certainly more than rose to the challenge he had set himself and ensured that this book is unforgettable for that aspect alone.

Knowing that the killer was able to recognise who had witnessed them at the scene of their crime and stalk them without Naomi being able to prove they’re even there was frustrating as a reader and made me even more eager for the killer to be revealed and punished so that Naomi could be safe and vindicated in her claims as she wasn’t always believed.  The sense of loneliness and dread as she slowly found herself unable to trust anyone and became more isolated and alone was palpable and made it impossible to stop reading. I just needed to know she was safe and find out who was so cruel as to be doing this to an already vulnerable woman.

This book was so brilliantly written that I couldn’t decide who was telling the truth, who the culprit was and what would happen next.  I had suspicions of course but it certainly wasn’t a book where you sit and think “oh that’s so obvious he’s the killer”. I don’t want to say much more as this book is one where if you give detail you risk giving away the story but I will say that the ending gave me chills and I could only sit there in amazement and reread it in shock.

This will not be me last read by Jack Jordan. Before Her Eyes is a sensational psychological thriller and he is a talent to be watched.  

Available now.


Publication Day Book Review – ‘Her Last Move’ by John Marrs ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐



Happy Publication Day John Marrs and his book ‘Her Last Move’.  I read and reviewed this book in early August and it was my first ever real review and before I started my Bookstagram page or this blog.  I did think about changing it but as it was selected by the Publisher as a featured review I decided to leave it as it was.


This was my first read from NetGalley and I’d like to thank them, John Marrs and Thomas & Mercer sending me this book to read and review.

“He hides in the shadows, waiting for the perfect moment. Each kill is calculated, planned and executed like clockwork.” – from the synopsis.

There’s a man on a killing spree in London and DS Becca Vincent, a single parent struggling to make her mark in the Force, and DS Joe Russell, a ‘Super Recogniser’ who’s department is still seen as a joke, are hot on his trail. But he leaves no clues and there seems to be nothing connecting most of the victims and he kills each one differently. As the body count rises the pressure is on to find him before he can claim his next prey.

I love John Marrs’ books. Ever since reading ‘The One’ back in September last year I’ve been devouring his books. This one was no exception.

I was captivated from the Prologue and the tension throughout had me on the edge of my seat. I enjoyed reading the story from the different perspectives, especially as the killer seems to truly believe he’s righting the wrongs people have done to him and that his victims deserve their fate. He is calculating, cold and lacks any remorse for his actions, making him an unsettling character who was at times hard to stomach. The dynamic between Becca and Joe worked perfectly and added to the drama, particularly as we got closer to the end of the book.

The shocking twists and turns made for an emotional, heartbreaking, but thrilling read. John never fails to get you in his grip and take you on a journey you didn’t expect with his characters. As with his previous four books I loved everything about this fantastic psychological thriller.


Book Review – ‘Still Lives’ by Maria Hummel ⭐⭐⭐


Thank you to NetGalley, Quercus and Maria Hummel for the chance to review this book.

It’s opening night for renowned artist Kim Lord and her new ‘Still Lives’ exhibit at Rocque, a floundering private museum. The startling show is made up of a series of eleven self-portraits depicting Kim as the female victims of some of America’s most infamous murders, such as Nicole Brown Simpson and Kitty Genovese. The twelfth painting is a still life that is an homage to all other female murder victims. 

Maggie Ritchie, copy editor for the museum didn’t want to work that night. Her ex boyfriend, Greg Shaw Ferguson, left her for Kim just months before, but she is roped in last minute to accompany a New York journalist who has been sent to write a front page article on the event.  As the rich and famous of L.A eagerly await Kim’s arrival at the Gala opening her boyfriend arrives . But the hours pass with no sign of Kim and she is no longer answering messages…

When Greg is arrested on suspicion of murder a few days later people begin to question if life is intimidating art.  Could she have met the same fate as her subjects?  Are there clues in the still life painting that might lead to the whereabouts of the missing artist?  Refusing to believe her ex is guilty, Maggie embarks on her own investigation to try and solve the mystery and puts herself in danger as she gets closer to the truth.

I had high hopes for this book. I loved that it came with a recommendation from Reese Witherspoon’s book club and couldn’t wait to start reading.  I found the story immediately interested me despite the fact that I know nothing about art or the art world.  I liked Maggie and could relate to the way she was consumed by the heartbreak and betrayal of Greg leaving her for Kim. I did find the way she kept springing between the present and an incident from six years ago, when her source was killed, very hard to follow.  While this did end up explaining how she met Greg and why she abandoned journalism,  I felt that it offered little to the story as a whole and just made it feel like it would randomly go back to that time and made the flow of the book feel patchy.  I also felt like the book would often lull for long periods where I struggled to hold my interest.  Then, just as I was about to stop reading it would grip me again and I’d keep going, only to be soon faced with the same issue.

I liked the fact that I would have never guessed the perpetrator but unfortunately after such a long book that I found an effort to read it was an anti climax and I didn’t really care who’d done it by that point.  The build up had been so confusing and there didn’t seem to be any tension when all of a sudden it was over.  I think part of the problem with this story is it was too long and if it had been stripped back a little there could have been more excitement instead of feeling like plots were dragged out too far.


Book Review – ‘Roar’ by Cecelia Ahern ⭐⭐⭐⭐


Thank you to NetGalley, HarperCollinsUK, Harper Fiction, and Cecelia Ahern for the chance to read and review this book.

This book of 30 short stories starts with the Epigraph: “I am woman, hear me roar, in numbers too big to ignore” by Helen Reddy and Ray Burton.  I expected that sentence to set the tone for this book but it got off to a slow, rather than a roaring, start.

Having never read a book of short stories I didn’t really know what to expect but I was excited to read this book as I’ve been a big fan of Cecelia Ahern’s work ever since reading P.S I Love You many years ago.  I knew this book was not in her usual style and admittedly I found the way some of the stories were written a little difficult to get to grips with at first.

This is a book of metaphors; all the stories have a physical context to how each woman feels about herself or her life.  They all have a title that begins with ‘The Woman Who..’ and finish with things such as ‘…Slowly Disappeared’, ‘..Forgot Her Name’ and ‘…Was A Feather Brain’.  The stories were well written, if sometimes a bit odd. I wasn’t sure if I’d enjoy this book at first but as I went on I found myself glad I’d persevered.

The stories cover a wide range of subjects from reproductive rights, transgender rights and acceptance, obsession with self, racism, sexism, confidence, and unhappy marriages. I suppose you could call this a feminist book but I think that undermines the topics covered and that while it is a book about women, it’s not just about women’s rights, it’s a book about humans and their rights.

My personal favourite stories were ‘The Woman Who Wore Her Heart On Her Sleeve’, ‘The Woman Who Grew Wings’,‘The Woman Who Walked In Her Husband’s Shoes’, ‘The Woman Who Blew Away’ and ‘The Woman Who Wore Pink’.  Some of the stories made me laugh, some were emotional, some perplexing and some heartbreaking. The subject matters were a good social commentary and I think that while I prefer the author’s usual style, she has written about important issues in an inventive and interesting way.

I would recommend this book and having short stories means it is one you can pick up at any time and enjoy as much or as little as you are able.  I would say don’t stop reading if you find you aren’t sure what to make of it at first. This book is a grower and is worth taking the time to read from beginning to end.

Out November 1st.



October Wrap Up



Well, October is over so it’s time for my monthly wrap up. I didn’t think I’d read many books this month but I’ve managed 13 again!  I also read most of my planned list with two exceptions to the six I settled on: I didn’t finish Song of The Damned as I just couldn’t get on with it and the price of The Shuddering doubled between planning and when I was ready to buy so I decided to read it at a later date.  

I’ve read a number of debut novels this month and have particularly enjoyed the two Historical Fiction books I read; this seems to be a genre I’m leaning towards more and more lately. This month I’ve also completed my Goodreads Reading Challenge of 100 books much to my amazement and it felt apt that my one hundredth read was the latest release by my favourite author.  So here’s what I’ve read this past month:

1. ‘The Impossible Girl’ by Lydia Kang ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ – Not only was this my first read of the month but it is also my favourite.  It is a historical fiction about a girl born with two hearts who has been forced to hide her condition all her life, even living as a boy for many years, so she doesn’t end up as a curiosity to be examined or displayed at a museum.  I’ve always lived the era this book was set in and also have a fascination with the history of medicine, so this was a perfect read for me. It is a beautifully written and remarkable book that I couldn’t put down.

2. ‘Matilda at 30’ by Roald Dahl⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ – A children’s classic that, unbelievably to me turned 30 this year. I loved this book as a child and enjoyed rereading as an adult. This book stands the test of time and is as funny and fresh today as when it was released.

3. ‘The Winters’ by Lisa Gabriele ⭐⭐⭐⭐– Inspired by the classic novel ‘Rebecca’ this is a story of a young woman who marries an older man after a whirlwind romance. Upon their arrival at his ancestral home she is unwelcomed by his teenage daughter and finds herself in the midst of dark secrets that could not only threaten her marriage but her life. A breathtaking combination of romance, mystery and thriller this book deserved it’s title of “October’s book of the month” from Netgalley.

4. ‘The Visitors’ by Catherine Burns  ⭐⭐⭐⭐ – I had never actually read a horror book before but was drawn to this debut novel. There was fear in every facet of this story from the start. Marion and John are brother and sister who live together in their run down childhood home. Marion seems scared of John and in the basement also live The Visitors, a mysterious and ominous presence that we know little about until the book nears its end. A scary and riveting read.

5.‘Who Is She’ by Ben Cheetham ⭐⭐⭐ – Sadly this book didn’t live up to it’s great synopsis and promising start.

6. ‘Keep You Safe’ by Rona Halsall ⭐⭐⭐⭐ – A gripping debut novel about a woman who has just been released from prison after serving time for a crime she didn’t commit. Her only thoughts are of finding and protecting her young son and uncovering the real criminal that set her up. An easy and exciting read.

7. ‘Roar’ by Cecelia Ahern ⭐⭐⭐⭐ – I’d never read a book of short stories before and overall I enjoyed this book. It covers a wide range of topics from reproductive rights to sexism and unhappy marriages. Not all the stories were great but it was a good read an perfect for when you only have a short time to pick up a book.

8. ‘The Doll Collector’ by Joanna Stephen-Ward ⭐⭐ – This book was disappointing and not at all like the synopsis. You’re sold a book of murder and suspense but most of the killings at historic and it is more focused on the character’s so-called romance. The character was also annoying and boring and the plot predictable.

9. ‘Perfect Silence’ by Helen Fields ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ – The author blew me away with this book. It is her best yet. A tense thriller about a sadistic killer who kidnaps his victims then cuts away skin from their back and abdomen, leaving them to slowly bleed to death. The skin is then made into a doll that is the replica of the victim. I love how this author writes: her vivid descriptions the horror, anticipation and suspense. I found this book impossible to put down.

10. ‘This Lie Will Kill You’ by Chelsea Pitcher ⭐⭐⭐ – This book sounded great but unfortunately fell flat. It started well but became predictable and the characters became one dimensional. The bad guy was obvious so there was no big reveal and the ending felt like a let down.

11. ‘A Spark of Light’ by Jodi Picoult ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ – My 100th book of 2018 and a book I’ve been waiting all year for.  I consoled myself with the fact I was missing the UK release and book tour by buying a copy on holiday in the US and reading it on the beach. Jodi Picoult never shies away from controversial topics and this book is possibly her most controversial yet as it deals with the pro-choice/pro-life debate. A Spark of Light is a spectacular, important and unforgettable novel that is well researched and written without judgement of either side. It shows you how life isn’t black and white and how two people with opposing views can ultimately make very different choices for the same reason. I enjoyed the way this book started at the end even though it took a little getting used to. A must read.

12. ‘The Doll Factory’ by Elizabeth Macneal ⭐⭐⭐⭐ – Due for release in May 2019 this debut novel is a captivating piece of historical fiction. Set in Victorian London in the world of Pre-Raphaelite art it is a tale of self discovery, love, obsession and darkness. Iris, who paints dolls and aspires to be a true artist, meets Silas, a taxidermist, while watching The Great Exhibition be erected. She soon forget the encounter while he is sure he’s found true love. Iris later leaves the Doll Factory and becomes an artist’s model and learns to paint, opening up a new world to her. Meanwhile Silas feels rejected and his obsession grows, leading him to make dark plans to ensure Iris falls in love with him.

13. ‘Before Her Eyes’ by Jack Jordan ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ – Naomi, who has been blind since birth, is struggling living in her small town and considering ending her life. When she stumbles on the lifeless body of a young woman she senses someone is close by and the hunt for the killer begins. But though she can’t see them, they can see her and they are intent on making her suffer and scared for her life. I haven’t yet posted my review but I loved this book and thought thought making the main character blind added a level of fear to the story that wouldn’t have been there otherwise.

Are there any books here you’ve read, are on your tbr pile or you’re looking forward to? How many books did you read this month? Comment below.

Thank you to Jack Jordan for my copy of Before Her Eyes, and to NetGalley, publishers and authors for my copies of Matilda, The Winters, Keep You Safe, Perfect Silence, Roar, The Doll Collector, This Lie Will Kill You and The Doll Factory.


Book Review – ‘The Doll Factory’ by Elizabeth Macneal 🌟🌟🌟🌟


Thank you to Picador Books, NetGalley and Elizabeth Macneal for the chance to read and review this novel.

“Picador’s most spectacular debut for 2019”

The Doll Factory, the debut novel by Elizabeth Macneal, is an intoxicating story of art, obsession and possession.

London. 1850. The Great Exhibition is being erected in Hyde Park and among the crowd watching the spectacle two people meet. For Iris, an aspiring artist, it is an encounter of a moment – forgotten seconds later, but for Silas, a collector entranced by the strange and beautiful, that meeting marks a new beginning.

When Iris is asked to model for a Pre-Raphaelite artist Louis Frost, she agrees on the condition that he will also teach her to paint.  Suddenly her world begins to expand, to become a place of art and love. But Silas has only thought of one thing since their meeting, and his obsession is darkening……

This magnificent debut novel is set in the world of Pre-Raphaelite art in Victorian London. It hosts a variety of characters: twin sisters who make dolls for their overbearing mistress, a lonely taxidermist with a sinister side, a loveable street urchin, painters, prostitutes and more. This cast that often seem to have nothing in common are all connected by their struggle to survive and find meaning and magic in the everyday aspects of life.

We start with a mysterious girl who spends her nights secretly painting by candlelight, trying not to wake her sister or mistress.  We later learn this girl is Iris, who works at the Doll Factory painting the porcelain heads and limbs of the custom-made orders, while her twin sister, Rose, sews the details onto their clothing. They work 12 to 20 hours a day with little rest and Iris dreams is escaping her life and painting like a true artist.

Our other main character is Silas, who owns Silas Reed’s Shop of Curiosities Antique and New. He is fascinated by the deformed beauty in the world and makes up histories for the animals he works on. Silas is a proud man who knows he’s destined for greatness and deserves greater respect than he is afforded. A lonely man, he daydreams of his lost love, a girl named Flick, who disappeared when the pair were teenagers and left him heartbroken.

Iris and Silas meet when introduced by Albie, a lovable street urchin who collects and sells dead animals to Silas and also sews skirts and dresses for the dolls made at the factory.  While Iris instantly forgets the encounter, Silas is immediately smitten and is sure that she feels the same. He is so taken with her that when one of the painters who buy his animals to capture in their paintings complains he is unable to finish his latest creation as he no longer has a model, Silas suggests Iris. Louis then approaches her to offer the position and after some negotiations she leaves behind her sister and The Doll Factory to become his model and learn how to paint.

While Iris is enjoying her new freedom and all the opportunities now open to her, Silas is brooding. He has convinced himself that Iris is in love with him too but as moments of reality seep in and he feels rejected by her, we see a worrisome darkness creep in. It seems he will go to any lengths to be with her and make her love him.  Albie sees his obsession and becomes increasingly worried for Iris. He tries to warn Louis but his concerns are dismissed as Silas is seen as a joke, weird but harmless. Will this nonchalance be Iris’s undoing or will Silas be stopped before he can carry out his plan?

I was mesmerised by the beautiful cover of this book from the moment I saw it. When I read the synopsis I knew it was a book I needed to read.  I was right. The author has written a captivating piece of historical fiction with characters you will love and loathe, bringing the world they inhabit to life vividly with intricate details of the time period in which it’s set. I would highly recommend this book and can’t wait to read more from this promising and talented new author.

Out May 2nd.


Book Review – ‘A Spark of Light’ by Jodi Picoult 🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟


“It stood to reason that both life and death began with a spark of light.”

Jodi Picoult has done it again.  A Spark of Light is a well written, well researched, culturally and socially relevant book.  Although it is a difficult read at times I do believe it’s an important one. Ms Picoult has never shied away from controversial or difficult subjects and with this novel she tackles what can be one of the most dividing and emotive issues there is.

I have never read a book written in a reverse timescale before. I found it strange starting at the end so to speak, and initially found it hard to get to grips with. But after a few chapters I was used to it and began to enjoy the novelty of it and couldn’t wait to see how the author takes us back in time and reveals what brought each person to the Center that day.  Obviously we know some things from the outset: 15-year-old Wren is there with her Auntie Bex, Hugh is the hostage negotiator and Wren’s father, Dr Louie Ward is the doctor who works at the Centre, Izzy is a nurse and assists him with the wounded, Joy is there for an abortion, Janine is a pro-life protester working undercover, and the shooter, George, is there for revenge after his daughter had an abortion. But as always there is more to their stories; layers that when peeled back reveal hidden secrets and false assumptions and how the characters lives are entwined in unexpected ways.

As you can imagine, this book is not an easy read for many reasons.  It can be graphic in it’s medical descriptions and heartbreaking at times.  In particular I found the scene involving a fifteen week abortion hard as I almost lost my son at that stage of pregnancy. However, it was informative and sensitivity written, and I felt for the character who hadn’t wanted to wait until that point for her abortion.  

One of the reasons that Jodi Picoult has been my favourite author ever since I bought and read My Sister’s Keeper when it was first released is how well she researches her subjects. For A Spark of Light she spoke with 151 women who’d had a termination, interviewed pro-life activists, shadowed a doctor who performs terminations and even observed some procedures at various stages of pregnancy. This thorough research is obvious in the depth of factual details in the story.  Another reason I love her work is that she doesn’t tell the reader what to think. In this book she writes without judgement of either side of the debate and leaves you to make up your own mind. I found it easy to relate to each of the characters, even if I didn’t agree with their viewpoints.

I bought this book while on holiday in the States. Despite having a signed copy on order I was gutted to miss meeting her on her book tour.  So on a late night whim while driving from St Louis to Alabama, I bought A Spark of Light in a Walmart in Mississippi, it having been released four weeks earlier in the US than it was due in the UK. At the time I didn’t know it was set in that state so purchasing it there later felt serendipitous.  I do think that being in the US during this time of such huge debate about the abortion issue helped me have a deeper appreciation for the book and just how important and relevant it is. As a UK resident I was unprepared for the multiple pro-life billboards as we drove along the highway in both Northern and Southern States. Although I would have no doubt still enjoyed the novel I feel being here while reading it gave me a connection to it that I wouldn’t have had otherwise.

The author has written a spectacular, gripping book that is also informative and unforgettable.  It shows you how nothing is ever black and white, there are many shades of gray and that these things affect our decisions, choices and views in life. It can lead to two people making very different courses of action for exactly the same reasons. I found this quote particularly poignant: “We are all drowning slowly in the tide of our opinions, oblivious that we are taking on water every time we open our mouths.”

Out today.


Book Review – ‘Perfect Silence’ by Helen Fields 🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟


Thank you to NetGalley, Avon books UK, Avon and Helen Fields for the chance to read and review this book.

“Death was a slowly creeping monster, and the terror was almost unbearable.”

The body of a young girl is found dumped on the roadside in the outskirts of Edinburgh.  When pathologists examine the remains, they make a gruesome discovery: the outline of a doll carved into the victim’s skin.

DCI Ava Turner and DC Luc Callanach are struggling to find leads in the case, until a doll made of skin is found nestled beside an abandoned baby.

After another young woman is found butchered, Luc and Ava realise the babydoll like is playing a horrifyingly game.  And it’s only a matter of time before he strikes again. Can they stop another victim from being silenced forever – or is it already too late?

Wow! Helen Fields blew me away with this book. It was her best yet and contained some of the most sickening killings and a serial killer that is among the most sadistic you’ll find. After finishing this book I was sat in shock and awe at just how brilliant it was. This was truly the perfect read to help me out of a reading slump.

Perfect Silence is book four in this series and bring back with DI Luc Callanach and DCI Ava Turner in Scotland feels like reconnecting with old friends.  By this point you know the Team but for anyone reading this as their first book in the series enough information is given for it to make sense and work as a stand alone book. Though I can’t imagine you not wanting to read the previous books after such a fantastic story and I would highly recommended the previous novels.

The horror faced by the first victim, Zoey, as her life ebbs away is a riveting and captivating start to the book. We witness her desperate battle to escape and survive the madman who kidnapped and butchered her, get a glimpse into her tragic life as she reflects on what led her to this moment, and feel her finally accept her cruel fate as she embraces the sweet release of death.

As Ava, Luc and their team hunt for the person who is kidnapping young women, killing them and making macabre skin dolls they find they come up with very few clues. How is he choosing his victims? Why is he killing them? Why make the dolls?

It isn’t until victim four is taken that they finally get some answers and as the police are closing in on their suspect the minutes are ticking by, my heart pounds and the switches in narration between the Ava and the woman being held make the wait agonising. Will they get there in time to rescue her or will a final victim be claimed? Will they capture the dollbaby killer or will they elude them? It is almost too much to bear as we race to the finish line with what seems to be the speed of a tortoise.

Right up until the police are about to knock on their door I’d had no idea as to the killer’s true identity other than the snippets the writer had teasingly fed us along the way. This made the big reveal satisfying for both the reader and fictional detectives.

The tension from the opening chapter is maintained throughout this book and I couldn’t put it down. I love how this author writes: her vivid descriptions, the apprehension that grips you from the first page, the horror mixed in with human empathy and kindness, the awfulness of meeting your fate at the hands of a maniac and knowing you are powerless to change it and the hope you can’t quite lose until that final moment death comes. These things blended together and set amongst the mundane details of everyday life create a story that gets it’s hooks into you the minute you start reading and doesn’t let go until the last sentence. Helen Fields has created one of the best Detective/Crime Series available. I would highly recommend this book to anyone who enjoys Mystery, Thrillrime books.

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